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Leading a spiritual life

Last week was pretty hectic for me. I had four days of work plus I had three job interviews. Trying to find the time to stay positive and spiritual was difficult.

The first interview went well. It was a group interview which I found out that I am terrible at. Either that or the person doing the interview was terrible at interviewing people. Second interview…was a technical interview. I had to bring a model and do a blowdry for the salon owner. In my opinion I did terrible. My friend says I did a great job. Third interview! I was pretty psyced about thia interview. It was the interview that I pretty much waited for the whole week. Thankfully they let everyone know right then that they were giving everyone second interviews!

I realized that staying positive and hopeful really helped with the third interview.  I got to meet so many new people and it felt great because I love new experiences and people. I am pretty much putting all my eggs in a basket for this place because I feel like this is it for me. Granted I just am starting my career but I am a hopeless dreamer when it comes to stuff like this.

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Starting reading the Book of Enoch (again)

I have been trying to read this for over a month now, usually what happens is I either get extremely bored or extremely lost or both. I am on…section 4 right now and I am actually further along than I have ever been before. It is a really interesting piece of work, just the translation gets me sometimes. Which happens when it comes to something like that. 

I also was trying to understand what Azazel and the other Watchers (from my understanding) did when they went down to earth and starting mating with humans. In my head, I’m thinking that they just went down there and peacefully starting having sex. Then the words Oppression starting popping up. “OH! So…these angels were forcing themselves onto the humans?” Like raping, killing and such? 

At first I thought, well what is so wrong with Angels and humans mating? Why not? But as I contuined to read, it got violent and people started dying. Also the women were giving birth to giants. Well, that doesn’t sound good at all. So, I guess it isn’t a good thing.

Then I got to the part with Enoch and his describtion of God and Heaven. First I was like…wait is he in hell? Because the word fire was all over the place! Guess not. 

I guess I should just contuine reading on to see where it goes….

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Offended (rant)

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My uncle posted this on his facebook wall this morning. Now I know for a fact that I am an overly sensitive person when it comes to certain things especially when it comes to my spirituality. This though for some reason got to me. Hard. It really shouldn’t matter. Because no matter how many times I try to explain to him about what I believe in, I will be told that one day I will just see the light and accept Jesus into my heart. I guess there just comes a time in people’s lives that they stop learning. They stop researching about new things in this world and live their life . Just thought I would share this.